domingo, 28 de marzo de 2010

The Mighty Order of Universe

There is certain order in Nature and Universe, and I am sure this order was created by Something powerful, Something I might never know. This order is the evidence of Its existence. I don't know how to call It. Many religions and countries have given names to Him. In Dominican Republic, the main religion is Catholicism. Because I don't know the correct way to name That Powerful Entity, I will call It like everybody does here: God.

Does that Powerful Entity of Order, with all of Its Mighty Power, may create a stone so heavy that cannot be moved? Many people would say "This is one prove of His doubtful Omnipotence", but others may say "He doesn't need to create useless things." Then, why it is so hard to eradicate all errors that still exist in our beloved Earth: hatred, hunger, pollution... Is that stone too heavy for "God"? There could be many other heavy stones for Its Power, but the one I have spotted is The Freedom Of Choice.

Another evidence of Its Powerful Existence is that everything decays, but bad things decays faster. Ok, I agree that Nothing is eternal, but why should we accelerate destruction of Earth? Every good invention is instantly used as a weapon for wars. Now I know why abilities like light-speed travel, anti-gravitation, ultra-sound and even cell regeneration might have been lost: because "The majority of the stupid is invincible and guaranteed for all time", as Einstein said, and each powerful knowledge might land on unscrupulous minds...

Money and Control are needed, but it should be used for well-being of everything in our world, including it, and maybe Universe too. Maybe people like me should not be writing and polluting the web, but at least I'm not killing anybody (as Thomas Edison said). Of course, there are better and less environment-polluting alternatives but, if telepathy also existed, and its teachers are hiding it, then it has been exchanged for Internet.

Although this big stone cannot be moved, it is not eternal. It will start to decay someday and that process can even be helped to get faster than usual. If I were a God, I won't be interested in a world unable to unify themselves to solve their problems. I will cease to help them until they change or die, whatever come first. I might try to avoid that corruption to land on a better world, although even on great worlds, meteors can collide... is a meteor accidental or intentional?

To achieve a 100% of something is an illusion that you should forget, because nothing is eternally perfect. You never wash all your clothes, because the one that you have put on will stay dirty until the next washing session. If you can wash your clothes naked, then they are not needed.

There is no hope. People only unite when they contemplate catastrophes and holocausts. Precautions get forgotten when something rarely occurs, even if it's something as big and important as world destruction. People only use locks after they got robbed...

miércoles, 3 de marzo de 2010

Oda a la programación

hacer la programación divertida: meditar inventar codear con belleza resolver un problema, suicidio moral, pensar solo en ella. procesos paralelos! Fun!

no es codear. sinó hacer algo que funcione en el menor tiempo posible aunque lances un torrente de codigo. Es tenerlo siempre en la mente. solo eso y nada más.

Es pensar en los arreglos condiciones bucles matemática cadenas variables tipos y almacenamiento como las operaciones para resolver problemas.

Lo gracioso de las abstracciones es que hay otras cosas divertidas que encajan con el mismo concepto. Por ejemplo: fea, larga y complicada puede ser la programación, una mujer o un pene!

programar es como redactar: tienes la libertad de expresar un mensaje de muchas formas diferentes, aunque algunas palabras son mas bellas que otras.

Hay infinidades de formas para resolver un problema. y de vez en cuando el tiempo trae nuevas alternativas que quiza hayas ignorado mucho antes.

programar es feo por dentro y bello por fuera. Agitan con el tiempo. Y traen una solución que amarra o se vuelve inmanejable con el tiempo. Mejor algo que nada. Nada es eterno.

programar es simplemente otro canal para conversar con la gente. Pues entonces tiene las mismas desventajas que hablar y las mismas ventajas también.

en la vida la opción es mejorar al mundo. En programación es resolver problemas. Uno mejora al mundo al resolver los problemas que tiene o al mejorar alguno de sus procesos.

velocidad o masa, desempeño o seguridad. fuerza o inteligencia.

spaguetti+reusar. el fin justifica los medios. Orden en mi mente. Algoritmo. Si pienso, pierdo tiempo; si actúo cometo errores. La pregunta mágica es: cual es el problema que tú tienes en este preciso momento?

codear y depurar. Metas: visual proceso datos -> variables validar/sanitar ILSUD. Otro cálculo? Reporte Errores+Ajax? Gallina o Huevo? Objeto o Proceso?

validación+errores paginación ordenación árboles Ajax|Sesiones

disciplina horario itinerario agenda programa algoritmo codigo... chess openings! Recuerda practicarlos y mejorarlos siempre!

lunes, 22 de febrero de 2010

Oh mi vida

Inspirada en Camilla de Basshunter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZaUN-cYiKE

Oh mi vida (Cantada por mí)

Te dí una parte de mí
cuando lo sentí
Amor había entre los dos
y lo dejé partir

Ahora veo que tonto fuí
Que mal me hace sentir
el haberte dejado ir
sin atarte a mí

En mis ojos estás
En mi mente estás
De mi alma no te puedo sacar
Oh mi vida, enciende mi mundo otra vez, oh

Todas las noches
y diariamente
tu nombre se clava en mi mente
Oh mi vida, enciende mi mundo otra vez...
...enciende mi mundo otra vez.

[x2]

domingo, 21 de febrero de 2010

Lo dificil

Ritmo similar al de Omega en Qué tengo que hacer
Lo difícil (Cantada por mí)

---Coro---
hay tantas cosas que pueden hacerse
en vez de aprovecharse de los demas
parece una evolución del racismo
aprovecharse de los demás
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unos dicen difícil es empezar
otros dicen dificil es mantenerse
y yo digo difícil es terminar
lo que has empezado correctamente

lo dificil, es decidir y motivarse a dar ciertos pasos...

no me impresiona que la gente
crea que un lider miente

por lo que hace que nos corrompamos
esta bien. somos seres humanos

no se duda su aptitud
pero es por el bien comun,

que estan gobernando
no por el particular...

no por el particular.

---Coro---

sábado, 20 de febrero de 2010

Odian lo mismo

---Coro---
Una cosa es predecir lo correcto y moral
Y otra justificarlo como universal
El futuro traerá altenativas mejores
No repitas los mismos errores
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Lo que pienses hoy cambiará mañana
Mantén el silencio y no metas la pata
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Son muchos los superpoderes que he deseado.
Los de Superman, Spiderman, Guepardo
Hay personas que dicen que un humano es capaz
de percepción de auras y proyección astral

Otros creen posible la levitación
y que un átomo es un colector de información
El más deseado de todos los poderes
es detectar las mentiras de los demás seres

No puedes predecir, pero puedes suponer
cuales cosas deben hacer
La intensión perfecta es la moralmente correcta
Haz que tus actos enfoquen a esa meta

Paz y amor debes promover
chantaje y lujuria debes remover
No molestar también es lo correcto
Conoce sus motivos y no pierdas el tiempo

---Coro---

Cierto tiempo Cristo había predicado
"No existe nada oculto que no pueda ser hallado"
fruta prohibida, diluvio, meteorito
cosas malas que recuerdo al ver un crucifijo

sismos, terremotos, huracanes,
terrorismos, guerras, bombas nucleares
independiente de las diferencias que en el mundo he visto
todos los seres vivos odian lo mismo

blanco y negro, odian lo mismo
joven y viejo, odian lo mismo
rico y pobre, odian lo mismo
policia y ladron, odian lo mismo

lindo y feo, odian lo mismo
loco y cuerdo, odian lo mismo
bruto y sabio, odian lo mismo
creyente y ateo, odian lo mismo

---Coro---

Dar un mensaje
es como derramar agua en las personas
o sambullirlas en las aguas
para lavarlas o limpiarlas
aunque el agua puede estar contaminada
o que la gente no quiera ser limpiada
Pareciera como si estuviese hablando del bautismo

miércoles, 17 de febrero de 2010

To bring jokes from adversity?

Sometimes I feel Jealous of blind people, because they live in total darkness. They are not easily tempted by vanities, because they can't see. This was a thought I had when I walked below the bridge of Italia avenue, in Santo Domingo, towards my house.

To see many pretty women is like to go to a shopping mall, either without money in your pocket, or with money for your transportation only.

Why do we focus our existence in whatever that can be a waste of our abilities, instead to improve our situation related to employment, women, marriage, etc.? We normally act to keep them and avoid to lose them, but we rarely think about improving them.

Smiles, Laughs, Humor, Fun. These are the best assets, but they can provoke admiration, envy, zeal and hatred. Every negative or opposite energy will hunt you and try to make you suffer.

Why could we want that people (or I) think about and endure suffering? Is the purpose of Life to think about that? If that's so, then elaborate jokes related to those unpleasant things about Life!

Creator is Selfish

Life always gives you hits anytime you talk about or share your thoughts.
It seems like there will always exist someone who feels pleasure when you suffer.
And that person feels a desire to hurt you and to see your saddest face.
And on top of all that, one must withstand everything, because one doesn't know
what is the correct way to react in a situation like that.

And wherever one go, will always encounter with people like that.
Maybe the best alternative is to practice telepathy, because it is private enough
to stop people to know whatever you think about. Nevertheless, there always appear
someone who want to force you to do something, even if you don't have enough desire
to do it, or maybe because of insecurity.

Biggest solace is that sadness people feel motivates them to write this way; but then,
it seems that, for each joy I feel, a greater sadness come after, i.e., it happens an event terrible enough to make me remember how good is to be small and promote smallness.

It is more pleasant to live as an skeptic, than to live jumping from happiness to sadness and vice versa. Einstein said that happiness is for cattle. Another one said "if I am, I don't know; if I know, then I already am not."

It is to live the life giving that moral advice that we are trying to find the reason why that advice is so correct, even if we think it is not perfect enough. It seems life has things with no amount of reason; things that right right because they are so, and the only thing one can say is "You are wrong! It is not because you have objections for it, but because, everywhere I go, workers and honest people that I see on streets don't promote that kind of thought or image! And even if I can feel you have good intentions, I must acknowledge that, for some weird reason, people react in an specific or common way towards public and society."

The only thing is left for me to believe is in Fate or Destiny. Destiny of sacrifice to live between vampires, wolves, vultures, hyenas, sharks, bears, and any other kind of predators that exist in our society. Sincerely, all of this is sad. It seems like complete and absolute happiness is forbidden for human beings, or it is maybe an illusion: it doesn't exist!

One must always think about future, even though humans are not eternal beings. None of all theological theories can be 100% proven, then one must believe by Faith, or follow its instincts, or do what the majority of people do... but no one of them can give a 100% happiness or complete removal of suffering. The former can be enjoyed briefly, and the latter gets a little reduction from time to time, and even they are not constantly eternal.

Happiness is an illusion. Sadness is the biggest prove of how Selfish Creator is.

martes, 16 de febrero de 2010

A Big Bang of some contradictions of myself

  • When you promise, you will swallow your words.
  • I start as a Lion, but end as a Chicken.
  • I tell myself "I will never do it", but I do it; "I wish I never do it", but I do it; If I say "I want it", then it goes away
  • The thing I want the most, is the hardest thing for me to achieve or decide
  • Some problems and promises will accumulate, until one day, they all explode altogether
  • Even if you don't have problems, MANY PEOPLE are making plans with your money. MANY.
  • It seems ALL PROBLEMS are resolved with a SACRIFICE that doesn't assure anything. The problem is only interchanged by another problem that is not less bigger, and sometimes with a doubtful profit.
  • Then, unconsciously, my psyche tends to forget this sentimental intensity of big depression and start injecting enjoyment in me, instead of keeping me there to analyze it.
  • People always like that we guess whatever they want. It seems SURPRISE and LIES are needed in this !"#$%&/ Universe.
  • Many times, I can't apply my conclusions to myself!!
  • "Luck Vs. Fate" is so hard to handle sometimes, hard to keep in equilibrium.
  • What I must do is so hard... and what I want to do is so enjoyable...

Fun = Attitude + Methods + Tools

I start my days as a Lion, but end them as a Chicken. I really really hate this!

Fun! Remember to keep everything you do funny enough! What you don't like is what you MUST improve! That is what Joy of a Child means.

You must improve your Attitude, Methodology or Tools related to the thing you hate.

Mother/Father, Feelings/Reasoning, Randomness/Order ... it is not determining which one is the best or worst, it is to find the perfect balance or equilibrium between them.

Fate/Luck/FreeWill, Yes/Randomness/e+Motion ... that is the way things improve and get better; although sometimes a Big Bang is needed from time to time. An action that will make both of those extremes shake strongly!

But then, what about that philosophical need of Improvement that we all have in our souls? There's no contradiction! Making something funnier is also an Improvement, isn't it?

lunes, 15 de febrero de 2010

life=die (dice is plural)

How did I made the hook between "Death" and "Dice"?

When did I connect "Seems life is a dice" with "die 1 and 2" and "to die"? When did I remember "dice" was plural? I don't know, but it seems a nice spark, isn't it?

Pachisi and some Chaturanga variants use dice to determine the course of the game. I think inventions of these simple games reflect the randomness aspect of life.

You must choose how will you spend your fortune, if you can. Seems life is like playing dice.