"Attraction": way too much intense than living

You should have not gotten addicted to that forbidden apple... wow, oh God! What a struggle this desire provides.

And the fact that you see an attractive gender everyday does not help too much! You suffer for it day to day.

I wish I could reprogram myself that intense desire, to make it point to something like Hard Work, but, with all temptations my mind receives everyday, that reprogramming will be long and hard.

Anyway, we were created to receive that kind of stimulation, sooner or later, but in my case, the force of the intercourse is so delighting, so inspiring, so tasteful, so enjoyable... but materially useless. Nevertheless, ... you know! :'-(