Act the fool

I was inside Metro when I saw two Mormons who entered to it. When I see English-speaking people, I feel inside me a need to practice my skills, but somehow, that need is not enough to move me to talk with them.

I think the motive why I don't want to work that hard on my goals or art, is the same motive you don't want to talk English with foreigners: to make the ridicule, or have to reconstruct all what you have done from the beginning.

I don't like this. I really hate when I feel stopped by those silly feelings. It seems they are deeply attached to my genes. I wish I could totally remove them from inside of me.

If it is possible, it seems I will need tons of work!